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Zell Dincht ([personal profile] swatsflies) wrote2019-10-03 10:26 pm
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armoured: (gen] follow me)

[personal profile] armoured 2016-12-09 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even through text, he can feel the shock and distress rolling from Zell's replies in waves. It hurts, just chips a little deeper into his heart with guilt. He should have kept a closer eye on the time, he knows better than this.]

Thanks, Zell.

I won't stick around, I don't want you to have to deal with being with me when it happens.
rattlingthestars: (075)

[personal profile] rattlingthestars 2016-12-11 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He drinks the information in; it was more than he knew before, at least, but it makes sense with what he knows of himself. He thinks for a moment about Zell, too, the way he got after things that messed with his head. Soldiers and survivors.

Jim's looking back at Zell this time, though it's hard. ]


I... even back home, I felt scared a lot, and angry. Never like this, though.
dumed: Kanan #6 (04)

[personal profile] dumed 2016-12-11 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Anything shake that optimism of yours?
heroproceeding: (fσяту)

[personal profile] heroproceeding 2016-12-12 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Zack glances over at the mention of the new name. The photo the name belongs to... No, still no one he recognizes. But he nods all the same as he borrows his tablet back to go in and add both the file name and the name, itself, to the memo he's been keeping.

He switches it back before he returns the tablet to Zell's hands, but he never raises his gaze.
]

..So was Cissnei- well. Not exactly really friendly, I guess, but she was a friend. [ That much? That much he does know now from looking back and thinking things over. Those thoughts also... ] I don't know what you might have heard from Tifa back then, but while she had all reason not to trust Sephiroth, Cissnei wasn't involved with Nibelheim.
dumed: sketch by Doug Wheatly for A New Dawn (09)

[personal profile] dumed 2016-12-12 10:11 am (UTC)(link)
Huh.

Guess you really can take care of yourself.


[ Kanan thinks he must be pretty tough if he hasn't hit anything that would knock that attitude right out of him. ]
dumed: sketch by Doug Wheatly for A New Dawn (09)

[personal profile] dumed 2016-12-13 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
You haven't found a better weapon than that in all the time you've been here?
rattlingthestars: (075)

i'm sorry this sucks

[personal profile] rattlingthestars 2016-12-13 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
There is when it makes you choke.

[ They've talked about this, or something like it, but Jim hasn't been able to let go of the feeling entirely. ]

If I'd been like this back home, I couldn't have saved the legacy. If you'd been, you couldn't have saved the world.

[ Jim has to break away to rub his eyes again, and he hates himself for it. ] I just thought...
heroproceeding: (I deleted all your mails bro.)

[personal profile] heroproceeding 2016-12-14 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Bits from them, yeah. But he can't really say he'd covered a whole lot back then between the two of them. He hasn't really said much since when he thinks about it outside of some of what happened to him and Cloud. Though he wouldn't have been surprised if they had overheard some of the argument between Kunsel and Tifa far back. Between that and whatever Zell heard from Cissnei and Jim, it wouldn't surprise him he's got a rough picture.

But this isn't about ShinRa. -Not exactly anyway.

Zack nods faintly all the same. Looked after him... huh.
]

I'd only known her a few years, actually, before Nibelheim. She sure fooled me when I first met her. I didn't even realize she was a Turk. [ He rubs a bit too long at his five o'clock shadow as he briefly averts his eyes. ] She sure proved me wrong.
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[personal profile] armoured 2016-12-17 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[He laughs quietly on his side of the tablet, not that Zell can hear it, gratitude and warmth filling him on the inside even if he's freezing externally.]

It's okay, Zell, I've got this. Take care of yourself.

[And with that, he's gone.]
dumed: Kanan #6 (06)

[personal profile] dumed 2016-12-20 02:46 pm (UTC)(link)
No kidding?

[ Kanan wishes they were in a position to spar, but... not as things stand. ]

Any good?
heroproceeding: (We're only taking turns)

[personal profile] heroproceeding 2016-12-21 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Back in Sector eight- Midgar. There was an attack going on around there and the Turks ended up dispatched to help fight it off, too. I ran into her while she was dealing with some of the Genesis clones.

[ And in it of itself is... a whole 'nother story. You know. Of complete crazy bullshit that's apparently part of both their lives for that matter. It still doesn't change the touch of sheepishness to his expression as he finally drops his hand. ]

I... kinda thought she needed my help when she didn't. At least the first time around.
rattlingthestars: (102)

orz

[personal profile] rattlingthestars 2016-12-23 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That. Back home, everything was kind of starting to come together. I was going to make things right.

[ Sure, he'd lost Silver, but he'd gained Amelia's commendation. He'd done something good, and people were proud of him. ]

Now... I don't think I can do any of those things. Even with your help. Not if I'm... messed up, like this.

[ It's the same old fear, one that Jim's voiced a few times in Norfinbury, just with a new coat of paint. He screws things up, he's not capable, he's inadequate. ]
heroproceeding: (It's how it's always been)

[personal profile] heroproceeding 2016-12-27 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
She sure was... [ Honestly? She had been. Way more than words could ever properly describe it to this day. That he'll never deny. ]

But, eh... Nah. We didn't get attacked too much, actually. Most of our problems were outside of the city. Monsters around the reactors tended to get more wild and dangerous and then, well. Of course, there were just some really nasty ones depending on where you lived.

[ Like malboros. Very foul ones, those, if ya know what he means. Yeeeeah. ]

No, this was... This was a man that deserted ShinRa and then tried to dismantle it 'cause of what they did. I can't blame him for why he was mad at 'em, but... I can sure as hell blame him for involving innocent people.