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but I don't know why.
I don't remember you.
Or anyone else really.
I don't remember you.
Or anyone else really.
*Zell doesn't remember...? A quick glance at the network confirms that Zell also died. WTF Zell, you're supposed to be the safe one.*
youwill
youwill
[ He's been around for two years two-hundred and fifty days. It was bound to happen. ]
It's the price, right?
I thought maybe it was the GFs but they aren't here.
It's the price, right?
I thought maybe it was the GFs but they aren't here.
[ There's so many questions. So many. ]
Hi.
What do you mean by you instead?
Hi.
What do you mean by you instead?
Guardian Forces. They eat memories up in exchange for using them.
I remember this place.
I just don't remember people.
I thought I was alone.
I remember this place.
I just don't remember people.
I thought I was alone.
*He thought he was alone all this time? That would probably be pretty bad for Zell.*
youare not a lone
weare
fri ends
youare not a lone
weare
fri ends
[ It was pretty interesting waking up. There's an odd disconnect between feeling like he died for a reason, but unable to remember the reason. He also wasn't feeling up to leaving the body bag or moving until he saw his tablet flashing with notifs.
He still wonders if he's hallucinating. There's a sense of dread there that it's going to be a dream. ]
Friends.
I hope so.
I don't want to be alone.
He still wonders if he's hallucinating. There's a sense of dread there that it's going to be a dream. ]
Friends.
I hope so.
I don't want to be alone.
The columbarium.
There's a picture of someone on my tablet screen.
Seeing him made me happy.
Do you know who it is?
There's a picture of someone on my tablet screen.
Seeing him made me happy.
Do you know who it is?
iwill come
*A picture of someone on his tablet? Oh, it has to be...*
ithink
jim
heis
friend but more
?lov er?
*A picture of someone on his tablet? Oh, it has to be...*
ithink
jim
heis
friend but more
?lov er?
[ !!! ]
Okay.
So I have a friend but more.
[ It's a little hard to imagine.
At the same time he sees the image on his screen. ]
Okay okay.
Where are you?
I can start heading that way tomorrow.
[ He just has to wrap his mind around a lot of things. ]
Okay.
So I have a friend but more.
[ It's a little hard to imagine.
At the same time he sees the image on his screen. ]
Okay okay.
Where are you?
I can start heading that way tomorrow.
[ He just has to wrap his mind around a lot of things. ]
iam
back
by school
nothigh school
iwill goto
under ground
can meet
need go backto
new
ar ea
back
by school
nothigh school
iwill goto
under ground
can meet
need go backto
new
ar ea
Whoa. That's pretty back there.
[ It makes sense in a way though. ]
I'll head to the tunnel entrance tomorrow.
[ Needs to get proof of actual people. ]
[ It makes sense in a way though. ]
I'll head to the tunnel entrance tomorrow.
[ Needs to get proof of actual people. ]
[ There's something about his voice. An ache there that he doesn't understand. Staring at his tablet for a moment or two before typing a response.
He's so used to just texting. But he's not sure who he would be texting to be used to it. ]
I mean hi JPHawkins.
I'm Zell.
I don't know if you're a hallucination.
I don't remember people being here.
But it's nice.
It's nice seeing an actual response.
Are you real?
He's so used to just texting. But he's not sure who he would be texting to be used to it. ]
I mean hi JPHawkins.
I'm Zell.
I don't know if you're a hallucination.
I don't remember people being here.
But it's nice.
It's nice seeing an actual response.
Are you real?
It's Jim.
[ Just putting that out there, first.
Also, it sounds like Jim might be crying, or struggling not to. ]
I'm real. I wish none of this was, but - it's all real.
[ Just putting that out there, first.
Also, it sounds like Jim might be crying, or struggling not to. ]
I'm real. I wish none of this was, but - it's all real.
[ It's sad. It's making him hut to hear that.
And then he thinks about the name again. About the words Jim left him and what @totheark is telling him. ]
You're the one on my screen, right?
And then he thinks about the name again. About the words Jim left him and what @totheark is telling him. ]
You're the one on my screen, right?
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