[ He really hasn't felt like that until Jim came into his life. Finding himself drawn to him and wanting to make him laugh or smile. Wanting to touch him more and more...
It was never to the extent feeling like he could die from it until moments like these. Moments where Jim is incredible, warm, and right there. Where he puts some cake in his mouth before sharing a kiss or when Jim teases when it's the two of them. Zell finds himself wanting more and more.
When things get really heated between them, Jim usually pulls away or says his name. Right now none of that is happening. Swallowing as he nods mutely, not quite trusting words immediately as he trails his finger up Jim's stomach and chest. Kissing his boyfriend's shoulder as he takes a deep breath. Keeping his hand over Jim's heart beat as he reins in his thoughts on what he'd like to do to him in the tub and concentrate on what they should do.
Jim did say that he wants something, but doesn't at the same time. If this is about the same thing Zell is thinking of, then he needs to say something. ]
Do you mean...this? [ Lifting his hand out from the water to gesture to them in the tub. ] If it's this- [ Rubbing his face against Jim's neck as he lowers his voice] this, then I want to. I really want to. [ There might be a pretty big hint on just how much he wants it from the sound of his voice. Jim can be the biggest tease ever and he doesn't even know it and all he has to do is scoot back just a tiny bit to feel how much he wants him. ]
But only when you want to, Stars. I'm willing to wait however long it takes.
[ And he might have a use for those extra pair of socks while he waits. ] One step at a time.
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Date: 2016-08-08 01:56 am (UTC)It was never to the extent feeling like he could die from it until moments like these. Moments where Jim is incredible, warm, and right there. Where he puts some cake in his mouth before sharing a kiss or when Jim teases when it's the two of them. Zell finds himself wanting more and more.
When things get really heated between them, Jim usually pulls away or says his name. Right now none of that is happening. Swallowing as he nods mutely, not quite trusting words immediately as he trails his finger up Jim's stomach and chest. Kissing his boyfriend's shoulder as he takes a deep breath. Keeping his hand over Jim's heart beat as he reins in his thoughts on what he'd like to do to him in the tub and concentrate on what they should do.
Jim did say that he wants something, but doesn't at the same time. If this is about the same thing Zell is thinking of, then he needs to say something. ]
Do you mean...this? [ Lifting his hand out from the water to gesture to them in the tub. ] If it's this- [ Rubbing his face against Jim's neck as he lowers his voice] this, then I want to. I really want to. [ There might be a pretty big hint on just how much he wants it from the sound of his voice. Jim can be the biggest tease ever and he doesn't even know it and all he has to do is scoot back just a tiny bit to feel how much he wants him. ]
But only when you want to, Stars. I'm willing to wait however long it takes.
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And he might have a use for those extra pair of socks while he waits.] One step at a time.