[ Jim's not having the best of days. He hasn't bothered to contact Zack or Kunsel - they already don't care about him, not like usual, so he hasn't wanted to face the fact that they might be literally unable to.
Meanwhile, he's got a shadow of what should be his boyfriend but isn't. He can't help but think Zell would be handling this better. He's probably screwing it all up, and Zell'll be hurt by the time he comes back to himself, but Jim can't quite overcome the instinct to shut down and pull into himself.
That's why he doesn't sense the change. He's too busy trying not to look at Zell. ]
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Afternoon 273; Event, Action
Date: 2017-09-27 05:31 am (UTC)--
[ Jim's not having the best of days. He hasn't bothered to contact Zack or Kunsel - they already don't care about him, not like usual, so he hasn't wanted to face the fact that they might be literally unable to.
Meanwhile, he's got a shadow of what should be his boyfriend but isn't. He can't help but think Zell would be handling this better. He's probably screwing it all up, and Zell'll be hurt by the time he comes back to himself, but Jim can't quite overcome the instinct to shut down and pull into himself.
That's why he doesn't sense the change. He's too busy trying not to look at Zell. ]