No, you'd have to come back over here for another of those. I did it.
[ That Zell's wearing his earring is something he leaves off for now. ]
We -
[ How to say this? ]
There have been times before this that you weren't sure things were real. Stuff that messed with our heads. So we...
[ Jim stops, putting the tablet down to point at more of his body and pulling up his shirt. Zell's last message is a little faded by now, but it still stands out against Jim's pallor. ]
and the amazing thing is Brian knows what a lover is
[ He forgets to breathe for a moment as he sees the deigns and writing. It's his hand writing.
Jim is on his screen. ]
Brian said you're my lover.
[ It comes tumbling out just like that. Then a moment later, he's pushing the rest of the body bag off his legs and kicking it off. Wiggling it out and putting the tablet down. ]
[ Congratulations, Zell, on finding a way to completely distract Jim from the topic at hand. He drops his shirt back down over the message and picks up the tablet, returning it to focus only on his face.
[ The smile remains as he brings the ring to his mouth to touch it. It feels right. Beaming at his screen. ]
I want you. [ A pause. ] To stay on.
[ Yup that's totally it. ]
It's nice. Having proof that people are real. That there's something to look forward to remembering. [ He's talking as he hops down from the table. He's pretty excited because not only are there people, there's this. A promise for the future. ]
[ Is it possible to like someone you had no memories of? He's beaming again at the thought that someone is looking forward to him. That Jim is looking forward to him. He thinks about the image on the screen again, and a bittersweet feeling feeling bubbles inside. ]
I won't give up. Promise.
[ Another one. Like the ring and like something else too... ]
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[ That Zell's wearing his earring is something he leaves off for now. ]
We -
[ How to say this? ]
There have been times before this that you weren't sure things were real. Stuff that messed with our heads. So we...
[ Jim stops, putting the tablet down to point at more of his body and pulling up his shirt. Zell's last message is a little faded by now, but it still stands out against Jim's pallor. ]
and the amazing thing is Brian knows what a lover is
Jim is on his screen. ]
Brian said you're my lover.
[ It comes tumbling out just like that. Then a moment later, he's pushing the rest of the body bag off his legs and kicking it off. Wiggling it out and putting the tablet down. ]
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[ Congratulations, Zell, on finding a way to completely distract Jim from the topic at hand. He drops his shirt back down over the message and picks up the tablet, returning it to focus only on his face.
His red face. ]
We're courting.
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Huh?
[ Oh. Oh yeah. ]
Courting? Like we're going to get married?
[ That's more than friends alright.
And then he sees the ring on his finger. And the bracelet. Lifting up his hand to show Jim. ]
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[ Jim lifts his own hand, showing off his bracelet and ring, and then the phoenix feather, too. ]
You don't have to think about it right now. Just get somewhere safe.
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Yeah.
[ Then looking around. ]
Could you stay on a bit longer?
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Yeah. As long as you want me to.
[ He ducks his head, and, quietly, daringly: ]
That's what the rings mean.
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I want you. [ A pause. ] To stay on.
[ Yup that's totally it. ]
It's nice. Having proof that people are real. That there's something to look forward to remembering.
[ He's talking as he hops down from the table. He's pretty excited because not only are there people, there's this. A promise for the future. ]
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It shouldn't be long. A few days.
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Just through the tunnels.
[ Which Jim should know, right? He isn't sure. He remembers all of the places here. Pausing to frown a moment. ]
You know I was thinking of just giving up.
[ He's not sure why he's even saying that to Jim. It just feels right sharing. Looking away as he rubs the back of his head. ]
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[ Jim thinks he knows what Zell means, even if he doesn't want to. His question comes out sharper than he meant it, the fear obvious in his voice. ]
That's not like you.
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Yeah, I know. It's just that I thought no one was here. That there wasn't any point.
[ To any of this if it's just Zell... ]
So you gave me something to look forward to. That I did something good.
[ ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ ]
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[ That's an order. Or maybe a plea. Jim's not exactly sure which. He lets otu a long sigh. ]
You're... you're the thing I look forward to, too.
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I won't give up. Promise.
[ Another one. Like the ring and like something else too... ]
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[ Jim just stares, as if he's been caught off guard by something, and takes a deep breath that turns into a cough halfway through. ]
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Hey. Are you alright?
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[ He might regret telling Zell this, later, but he's going to find out anyway: ]
I almost gave up, too. You just reminded me of all our promises.
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[ He will just keep coming back. ]
I'm glad you didn't. Give up.
[ He wants to ask about other promises, but he also wants to remember them himself. ]
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You're pretty resilient. Hard head. Trust me.
[ Now that he's joined the 'headbutted Zell' club! ]
It was mine. The thing that got you.
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Yours?
[ Takes half a second for him to realize he meant the anomaly. ]
It's not your fault though. This place brought a bunch of 'em here. And I know it was worth it.
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Heh. Maybe you should decide that after your memories come back.
[ Not that Jim thinks the answer will change. He knows it won't. ]
You shouldn't have had to go through this. You made it so long, you know? And then boom.
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you brought this on yourself
excuse me you started it
you'll never take me alive
i've already got you
or do you- yes you do
:D
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