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[swatsflies]

[ He feels his stomach drop at that. Brian isn't allowed to sound depressed. ]

Regular Brian didn't want this, but you still have all of his memories and feelings. Maybe some day when he. You. When you're ready and want to, then you can work to be like this?

[ But it's ultimately up to Brian. ]

[0thingsonmymind]

I...normally I don't want to. I...I. I gave up. I couldn't fight it so I just...gave in. I think that's why I think I'm supposed to be like...that.

*He can't quite look at the camera for that. Kind of ashamed and kind of depressively accepting of it.*

[swatsflies]

[ That is depressing. It doesn't sit right in him, but he's not even sure what to do. ]

But now you've gone back to this. [ It's weird. He's not sure if he should be excited or worried that it'll mean Brian wasn't Brian any more. He's not even sure how their friendship even started. It just happened along the way, and he knows he would protect Brian or help him out. ]

Whatever you decide, I'll support it. I don't want to be Epps, and I'll kick anyone's asses if they try to force it.

[0thingsonmymind]

*He smiles again.*

Thanks man. That means a lot.

When I go back to normally I'm sure I'll want to stay that way, anyway.