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Sorry. Had a kitty emergency. also sorry al

[swatsflies]

[ For a moment, he thinks about two people he knows that are here that should be dead. That were dying in their own world.

He makes a low sound that sums up his mixed feelings well. ]

I get you. [ Maybe. ] We'll find out what's happening here. Get to the center, kick some ass, and get the answers. Then. Then we'll know. [ That will make it better, right? If they find a reason for it. An explanation that would make everyone happy? ]

hope all is okay with the cat now

[armoured]

Yeah.

[He's not stupid, he knows that's not an agreement not to try and bring people back, but he's got better over the months he's been here in not forcing his views on others. Once they have the answers then Zell can make his decisions, and Al will make his.]

Believe me, I know what it's like to wish those people could come back all the same, even with the prices.

<3 it's getting bettter \o/ she's eating. thank you.

[swatsflies]

[ He will think about it at least, which might deter him from jumping at the chance to bring loved ones back. ]

Yeah, you lost a lot of people. [ And without really thinking about it ] You were here from pretty much the get go, huh?

[ So he lost all of those people as well. ]

<3

[armoured]

Mm.

[That's not so much a secret, but it still hurts to remember all the people that he's lost both here and at home.]

Since the first day, that's me. And yeah-- I've lost a lot of people, ones I'll never forget, but-- But I know what's right, so I'm just going to try and grieve for them and move on.

Re: <3

[swatsflies]

[ Zell got so wrapped up with all those he lost, that he does forget just how much more others before him have. ]

Yeah. [ He then repeats it putting more emphasis to it. ] Yeah. We do have to keep moving. Zack would say we have to get that ticket out of here.

[ Still feeling pretty stupid over the route their convo went. ] You know, I do think you're amazing.

[armoured]

W...What?

[He's successfully derailed by the unexpected compliment. It's a good job he can't actually blush in this body.]

I'm just doing what anyone would do, moving forwards is how we all deal with things.

[swatsflies]

You do more than that. You're always there or willing to get to people as fast as you can. Man, I still remember when you showed up to pick up me, Rhys, and Angel. You were like a knight.

[ It was really cool! One of Zell's first few good memories of this place. ]

[armoured]

[He snorts, touched and amused at the same time.]

I think you might just be easily impressed, Zell. But... but thanks, it means a lot to know that I do things right sometimes.

[Because this place can crush that feeling right out of a person.]

[swatsflies]

I don't know, man. We could probably ask Rhys and Angel what they thought. Take a vote to see if you looked cool to them.

[ He knows they will agree with him. ] Dumpy gets a vote, too. [ Aaaaaah means yes. ] I know it gets hard to see, but you really do your best. You've done so much. More than anyone else could have.

[armoured]

...I think I'm gonna have to go before you give me a big head.

[But he's genuinely touched, it means so much to hear where he's made a difference in a place where these things don't happen often.]

And don't you dare gang up on me with Rhys and Angel.

[swatsflies]

[ Chortling quietly as he nods. ]

I can't make any promises. Take care, Al.