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((OOC: Zell may show messages to Jim Hawkins. If you do not want Jim to see/know, then please let me know.))

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[swatsflies]

it was only when we touched

[ Which doesn't make it much better. A lot of things race through his mind as to what he can say. He can't really think between his emotions running high.

Taking a deep breath and he concentrates on what he feels like he can actually do. That he wants to do. ]

I'm going to find a way to fix this.

[rattlingthestars]

If anyone can, I think it's you.


[ There's a long pause, a blinking '...' on the other end as Jim writes and erases and rewrites something, but he never sends it. ]

[swatsflies]

[ He watches with anticipation to see if anything else comes. When nothing comes and the blinking ceases, Zell finally sends a response. ]

I want to wake up next to you soon.

[ So he has pretty strong motivation. ]

[rattlingthestars]

Me too.

I didn't want to leave.

[swatsflies]

[ And it hurts that he didn't want to leave, but less than him wanting to. Zell knows Jim left because of him. ]

You can come back.

[rattlingthestars]

No, I can't.

Not gonna risk it.

[swatsflies]

[ Leaning against the wall of the skywalk as he looks to Morph as if to defer to the blobs' opinion. Said blob is making worried chittering sounds as he keeps looking through the glass for any sign of Jim below. ]

What if I think it's worth the risk?

[rattlingthestars]

I don't.

Zell, if I hurt you. Really hurt you.

[ Not like the bruises Zell had given him. ]

I'd lose it.

[swatsflies]

You wouldn't.

I
I'll keep going.
That way maybe I can get there if you need me.

[rattlingthestars]

I already did.

Please stay safe.

[swatsflies]

I'll do my best.
Love you, Stars. I'll keep in contact.

[rattlingthestars]

Yeah. Me too.

[swatsflies]

If you ever need me
Or just to hear my voice...
I'm here Stars.
I'll come running if you tell me.

[ There is so much more he wants to say, but it'll only hurt more. ]

[rattlingthestars]

I know you will.

I'll call when it's safe.

[swatsflies]

Promise?

[ He wants...something. Reassurance Jim will come back. That he's worth coming back to. Anything... ]

[rattlingthestars]

[ Jim's next response is a picture: Jim's left hand, splayed so that Zell can see the ring he made. ]

Promise.

that's a wrap

[swatsflies]

[ He smiles at that. Saving the image to change into his background later on. A reminder to look at until either someone finds a way to fix it or it reverses on it's own. Zell looks out the window of the skywalk and decides he'll do as he said. He'll keep going in hopes he's heading the right way. In case Jim needs him so he can be there quick. ]