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((OOC: Zell may show messages to Jim Hawkins. If you do not want Jim to see/know, then please let me know.))

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manhandling huh

[rattlingthestars]

I'm not letting go even if you do. [ Sure, if Zell really wanted to leave, Jim would stand aside even as the selfish part of him screamed. Zell's happiness is more important than him staying with Jim. But that's painfully impossible to think about just yet, and it isn't what's happening here. He doesn't want to be alone anymore than I want him to be, Jim thinks.

He climbs easily into Zell's lap, sitting sideways rather than straddling him and uncaring of any attention they might get from Zack and Cloud or their other 'guests.' ]

You wanna tell me more about what happened? [ They'll deal with it. ]

he'll handle his man or man his handles ;D

[swatsflies]

Promise? [Tracing along Jim's cheekbones with his finger. No more tears, right? Pressing a kiss against the side of his head.]

Zack is probably worn out from all the squats he was doing. Most of the day he was stuck on squat mode. [Zell's voice sounds pretty worn out. He lifts his head to look over at Zack and Cloud. Not that those two could say much about Jim and Zell since Zack's head is in Cloud's lap and he's feeding him cookies.]

'no more tears' sounds like a shampoo commercial.

[rattlingthestars]

[ No more tears. Jim's sorry to have worried Zell with that at all, considering. Jim glances over in their direction and shakes his head. He's worried about Zack, too, but apparently the punch didn't do too much damage.

He takes Zell's hand in his own and carefully pulls the glove off so he can feel all of it. Definitely his favorite pair of hands, regardless of what they did today. ] I'll keep watch for both of you.

[ He got plenty of sleep, after all. ]

And what about you? How did Winter fit into all this?

:3

[swatsflies]

[He now knows Zell's weakness.

He looks down at his hand as Jim frees it from his gloves. Flexing and wiggling his fingers as his boyfriend feels them. Being silly and playing with his fingers because he didn't ask for him to keep them still. It's a nice distraction from the guilt or the desire to go check on the SOLDIER.]

Only if you stay close to me. [Not to protect Jim, but because Zell is feeling pretty vulnerable still. He knows he won't be getting any sleep that night and will want to check on Jim to make sure he can still move and things are still moving normally. That it's still real.]

I don't know. I don't know if it even was Winter that I was talking to. She was acting strange. I think the maintenance got to her, too. [Which is weird because Winter should be in Russia. It shouldn't effect her.]

:o

[rattlingthestars]

I won't let go of your hand until morning.

[ Jim rubs his own head at the mention of maintenance. Apparently everyone who was awake had completely lost it, but he doesn't put it past @admin to have rummaged around in the head of those that'd gone to sleep as instructed, either.

It's less important than what Zell went through, though, so he puts it aside for now as he chases Zell's fingers around in an attempt to capture them. ]

Isn't she... somewhere else on the planet? You think the mechanism controlling all this is that big?

[swatsflies]

[He seems to relax at that reassurance. Boyfriend is a mess, Jim.

Giving a grin a bit as he tries for a stalemate with their finger war. Tries pressing a finger against each of Jim's to lay his hand flat against his. They can compare to see who is bigger if Jim goes along with it.

To help with the finger war, he does press a kiss against his neck. He carefully churns Jim's words over his head as he chuckles softly. They both were wondering the same thing. It makes him really happy for some reason.] Yeah maybe. She could also actually be here or it only effected what she said because she connected to our network. We'll find out next time she talks.

[rattlingthestars]

[ Jim spreads his own hands flat easily; his hands are large for his body, callused all over, and his nails are ragged from being chewed on. They're not exactly the nicest hands, but maybe the way Jim steals a kiss between Zell's words might make up for it. ]

Guess so. Wish there was a way to force ourselves onto her network.

[ Because the cagey nonsense really isn't working for him. ]

[swatsflies]

[They are beautiful hands to Zell regardless of how they felt against his. Zell's own hands have scars, mostly on the knuckles and the back of his hand. His nails are mostly trimmed, but he uses scissors to cut his. He has zero complaints about watching his boyfriend put his fingers his mouth.

Giving him a series of quick smooches after Jim expresses his displeasure about Winter not sharing her network.]

Not even sure if she has control over much. Still feels like she's a prisoner. Man, I don't think she's even aware of how much time passes.

[Gives him another quick kiss.] We'll find out when we do. [And he's sure they will! Worrying over what could come though is something he doesn't want to tread down right considering their earlier issue. Rubbing his face against Jim's neck. There is something he really needs to say-] Thank you, Stars.

[rattlingthestars]

[ Jim shakes his head just a fraction, still not quite willing to believe any of the people manipulating them are victims themselves. It's just too much to think about, and at least this way they have a face to be angry at.

He can't be very angry with Zell kissing him, though, and anyway his worry over Zell is stronger than any other concerns. He makes a quiet noise as Zell nuzzles his neck and tilts it to give more room. ]

Any time you need me. Anything I can do.

[swatsflies]

[Doesn’t quite catch the shaking of his head. Right now, he’s just going to enjoy the feeling of Jim in his arms and the warmth between them. Everything else can shove it for the moment. Right now, Jim is his whole world and he’s not going to think about anything else for a while.]

Right now. [His voice is low. He is glad that Jim didn’t listen to him. That Jim reminded him what having a partner was all about.] Just this. [He’s going to make use of Jim giving him more by pressing kisses down the length of his neck. Leaning his side against the wall as he relaxes. He’s going to try to sleep like this. His neck is going to complain later but worth it because he really doesn’t want to move or let go. Reaching up to brush his bare fingers through Jim’s hair.]

[rattlingthestars]

You've got it. [ Jim leans into Zell's hand for a moment, just enjoying the feeling of his boyfriend's touch. He makes a gentle, happy noise - he loves those hands, no matter what they did tonight - and wonders if he should try to get Zell to move to the bed.

They're comfortable here, though, so Jim leaves it alone and hopes that Zell can get some sleep. ] I've got you.

[ And he does, all night, Jim watching him by the gentle light of the tablet for any signs that something else is wrong. ]

makes noises

[swatsflies]

[He mumbles a quiet I know after Jim says he's got him. Jim's words and presence were like a spell being weaved around him. He can sleep soundly for a while thanks to it. Zell can feel safe because Jim is there for him. Humming a song softly to Jim as he continues to stroke his hair until he's unable to continue as he drifts off.]